My Life’s Purpose

About seven months before I abandoned my career of twenty-eight years, I ordered an astrological life purpose report from www.tarot.com.  It was the best six dollars I have ever spent on figuring out my life.  It was June 27th, 2011.  The report changed my life. From time to time I will read it and remember why I am here.

Let me give some background information which will make help.  When I was working, my health had started to deteriorate.  Not only was I diagnosed with osteopenia, my hormones were acting up, my sleep was fitful, and my whole world felt dismal.  There were so many signs to leave the business and take care of my health.  Despite this, I continued to ignore them.

Then my doctor determined that I was allergic to gluten.  He was right: cutting out wheat helped my digestion did get infinitely better. I was further tested to be told I was allergic to lactose, soy, and a few other foods. My field of eligible foods was dwindling and my prospects for eating out seemed dim.

By January, my blood pressure had risen perilously high.  I took to carrying my monitor with me to check it through out the day.  To find relief, I went to a Women’s clinic and the doctor there told me to get off sugar, exercise more, and get on anti-depressants.  I ripped up the prescription and never went back.

Finally listening to all the signs, I left my job in February of 2012.  As an update, my health is much better now. My bones are back to normal, my blood pressure just fine. I wrote a spiritual novel and am teaching classes  which brings me back to why.  It is part of the plan.

The report I ordered really helped me make the choice.  It said that when I was born that the planet Saturn was in Capricorn.  Saturn by the way. is my favorite planet with its ring of light surrounding it.  Anyway, the energy of this sign is to forge mountains and to achieve the highest level of success.  This path demands both a solid inner life and a forceful outer life.

Translation: my path was to stop caring about how the world saw me and to go out into the world and make a difference in a big way.  I had to start by becoming a master of my inner world.  Most of my life has been about making money and coaching three boys through life.  It was all about discipline, structure, achievement and finding a way around the rules.

Now I am entering the last third of my life.  This is the time to really make a difference.  It is about humanitarianism, teaching and being a beam of light. That is why I wrote my novel.  It is about an adopted teenager who does not know how to deal with the gift of sight she has been born with.  Her path is full of challenges that she must overcome to begin to understand her purpose in life.

Some of us are here to help the greater good and some of us are here to just get our own lives figured out.  Maybe the best place to start is to ask yourself that question.  Which one are you?